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Time On Lease

by Ben Zacharia

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1.
Over Time 04:15
Taken in haste: Pictures, Moving away, Letters, Moments in place Fragmented dreams: The sirensong peace, Waters, Time was on lease I know this comes back around Deeply the roots lay underground The pre-life has faded away Leaving all in its place Tremble though you're not alarmed Hollow the fears and their barbs The little moments, I'll take It isn't all at stake I know this comes back around Deeply the roots lay underground The pre-life has faded away Leaving all in its place Miles mean so much over time Lifestyles always on the line Brilliant pieces never stay Sedentary all in place
2.
Tell me You're skirting the issue again You're fighting the missing, your head And you might be losing You endearing fool But still you hold them in The words now your poison Excuses weak and thin But I can't help Until you... You've been a fool You've let it rule you Why simply make do I could have pulled you through But you won't Tell me But still you hold them in The words now your poison Excuses weak and thin But I can't help Until you Tell me
3.
Sophia 03:26
I was thirteen How could I know what love was But I knew I loved Sophia I wrote her name In dreams and wrapped her hair around my throat Soft and still we stood But when I saw her A decade old heart in a notebook Her ripples caught me And tripped up my words Just light enough To see the roses rise in my cheeks But I went up anyway Only one in I thought too much for my good As I said, “Hello Sophia” And when I saw her A decade old heart in a notebook I thought I ought to Tell her what she used to mean Silver tongued fantasies Vanished in Fantastic awkward form Pervaded by movie teens A child's dream that Felt like something more So when I saw her My decade old heart in a notebook There wasn't much for Me to say to my Sophia
4.
Fall Through 04:37
What no one sees Could not be true And I don't know, I don't know I don't know what I'll do If I fall through I'm throwing games I'm out of breath I'm a wall, I'm a wall, I'm a wall I've got secrets left Come on try my steps Cause I have a questioning heart Left to myself I find the seams And the holes, all the holes, All the holes all the in betweens The silent killer dreams Waning and spent I'm feigning pride But I feel small, oh so small, Oh so small I feel open wide And terrified Cause I have a questioning heart Trip lines never taught how to start I try but the questions tear Questions tear me apart What no one sees Could not be true How can I breathe I think it's true Don't look at me I'll overwhelm Worry and freeze I'll overwhelm
5.
All Of Me 04:49
There's the fumble Always coming in time Conversational stumble Walking away “have a nice night.” Was it fear or hope this time? There's the thought Feeling like a matter of time You're limp and lost Confidence, man, Jesus Christ And you know it's both this time I overthought Again I'm caught Stupid, I fought And it hurts me most, your sigh Soon you'll see All of me Can you see All of me
6.
I am sick of writing this goddamn song I drove you off and pulled you back, And every moment in between You were still as stone Full of love and never faltering Deserving more than a silly bird Too happy for a spring migration A fall reunion I think I hope you've found more now I know I hope you'll never know How happy How happy I was How happy How happy I was To not see To not see you I know I made the most right choice Not that it's done me any good But I like I like to think That I did Alright by you That you You don't look back The least I The least I could do
7.
Once 03:34
Once it sounded like reform The honey on your door The promises of more Once I thought so much of you But you showed us something new And I'm frightened and confused Is this you? Then a silly selfish act Once resolute now slack Again you're way off track So when violence erupts And drives out one of us You seem broken and corrupt Is this you? If you could hide this from me How am I supposed to see Just who I'm talking to Is it the mask or is it you? Is it you? Is this you?
8.
There's terrible things on the television But what hurts more is dust in your eye A strangers remorse is a sad thing of course But, with you, you just wanna lie down and die Cause it's hard to remember this I've gone too far into the abyss The ocean came and stole me with a kiss I wanna deny that I'd dare falsify My reaction when you were laid down Your parents cried, and I still wonder why My heartbreaks have seemed to make greater sounds Cause it's hard to remember this I've gone too far into the abyss The ocean came and stole me with a kiss I tried and I tried, I won't leave behind All the memories I have of your life But I cried and I cried, and I could not deny There always was too much of me on my mind Cause it's hard to remember this I've gone too far into the abyss The ocean came and stole me with a kiss
9.
What a delicate hand you need In preserving a memory Where words had no place Where cars and dreams and bright winter scenes Meant too much to waste What a delicate balance then Finding time just to live again And though it's already done The edges seem incredibly clean For people so rough spun What a beautiful scene We let the music overwhelm Saying more than our words could tell No one minded at all These simple times weigh light on my mind though soon this era will fall Unassuming brilliance Colors shifting but so intense The last grain of the light Has given me more than I could absorb given all night What a beautiful scene Ain't it funny the things you'll find Hung round the corners in your mind?

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released April 14, 2015

All songs written by Ben Zacharia

Performers:

Ben Zacharia: Vocals, Piano, Keys, Melodica
Kyle Joseph: Guitar, Bass
Nick Pope: Drums, Percussion
Bailey Bennet: Vocals
Keir GoGwilt: Violin
Lucien Werner: Cello
Anna Kowalczuk: Vocals

Produced By Ben Zacharia and Kyle Joseph

String Arrangements by Ben Zacharia,
with Keir GoGwilt, and Lucien Werner

All recording was done at Cowboy Technical Services by Kyle Joseph and Nick MacDonald *except where noted
Vocals for track 8 and all Piano recorded at Fortune Recording Studio by Andrew Oedel

Mixed by Kyle Joseph

Mastered by Justin Colletti at JLM Mastering

Artwork by Jess Worby

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